It's my third year now, soon I will be transferred to Klang. I am a neophyte in this medical clinical field, have a great mantle to learn everything necessary to make me a full- fledged doctor. Indubitably, I am a wimp who need a lot prop from my fellow friends and seniors. In one occasion where we had briefing, I had to use more time to grasp a simple concept of knee jerk reflex. This indeed stymied me to learn, but I never one want to give up. I am now in the middle of the right- of- way, there is no way for me to turn around. I know I have to get on this gravel shingle road, even though I will be return in grime. I know, sometime I will be pale in comparison with my peers or colleagues. There is a supposition that I hold on- hard works fruit a great payback that transcend everything. Over the past few years, I had trained to subdued my marring and undulating emotions  that always gain control of me. Time will give attest of my capability, I just have to work harder and diligently. May everything in my clinical years go smoothly without a bummer. 

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Tan Cheng Lock scholarship is now opened for application. For those who had not applied and would like to grab this golden opportunity into applying now. Don't hesitate, they opened it from now on till 15th April. Send your request letter first to Tan Cheng Lock building for an application letter to be sent back to your hone or your college. My friends suggested to me to send a letter with request letter and empty letter inside to be sent. The letter must sent to Tan Cheng Lock pasted with 80 cents stamp and the return letter from TCL is pasted with 1.50RM. An alternative way is by getting direct to the building and ask for application letter. Both way will do you the application form. Next, fill up the detail in the application form. They requested for some documentation and must be certified. Your secondary school principal can assist in giving you the certication. You can even ask your university college principal into certifying your documentation. The documentation required are your parents, you yourself and your siblings identitification card copies, your parents pay slip, your leaving school cert and your upmost recent result.

For further enquiries, text me in the chatbox and i shall reply your messages.

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In March 19 2012, a issue released by TIME cracked the false reality that I lived on. This issue exposed to the world the real situation in Syria, a part of world that constantly struggled and tucked in war. There is this unknown reporter William Daniels risked his life to capture picture from Syria. The cover shown here is taken by him while racing past in rebel district when he tried to fled the bombing street. Syria is ruled by Assad regime for a long period. Activists are really dissatisfied with the ruthless ruling by Assad regime. They starts fighting for their right.

In Syria, reporters and journalists are not allowed to roam freely in the district. They will be shot down on the street. Daniel sneaked into Syria with a group of reporters. In the few days in Syria, Daniel has gone through a lot of tears and fear. He never expected to live through the day and survived from the ghastly killing fields in Syria. Some of his friends died from projectile bombs. He wanted to get out form Syria, but it is not as easy as he thought.

Everyone had someone in their family... who had been killed. We felt bad saying "Please help us get out of here. We had lost our friends." We couldn't say that, because they had lost everything.

You might ask why he ever risked his own life to get the footage of Syria? Yes, he sounds unreasonable to risk his life for worthless news. However, you are the one too ignorant to notice that this news had finally bringing the world attention into noticing this little country, Syria.

How lucky are us as a Malaysian? We live in moderate topical country safe from any sort of natural disasters and war fighting. Yet, many of the politician are so mindless to bring the disaster upon themselves. Please be considerate and tolerant, this is what made up Malaysia as multicultural country. We have little issue of race discrimination in Malaysia but not to a great extent as they do in European country.

Recently, I have hooked up with a new online game called The Godfather: Five families. I named my avatar character as Xiong. At first, I did not realize my name will cause me a lots of trouble. I want to have some nice soothing time enjoying this new online game. Later, I realized that many people disliked me and made sarcastic remarks upon me. They would ask me whether I play baboon game. Some criticized me to have a gob. They annoyed me and hurted me to the deep core of my soul. We live in the same parallel world with no boundaries. You can text anyone using your phone or email anyone using computers. There are people who like to limit boundaries among different races. I would say that the dream to set up a peaceful world is a tedious and courageous task. Just like what have been steered into the song sang by John Lennon "Imagine"

You, you may say I'm a dreamer

but I'm not the only one

I hope some day you'll join us

And the world will be as one

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A new year ahead now. 2012 is arriving with tones of wishes from my friends in both KL and Penang. Indeed, 1/1/12 is such a wonderful and warm day to me. Hey, my friends who looking at my blog now. Do you ponder over the future of yourself? Or you still dwelling with some difficulties which cannot be overcome? Try not to burrow your head too deep in the hole which your will later cannot retrieve your head from. All difficulties and troubles will have to come from some sources and triggers. Identify it and dont let it ot be your burden of life. It sounds easy for me to say it out, it is very hard to practise on daily life. From these few days in my hometown, Penang, where i back to my own home, i realize a lot of things. A relationship is something very fragile to be maintained. I hope I can get a wonderful result in 2012, hope my family members healthy and happy in this year and the last I hope the world will be peaceful in every single day in 2012.

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I felt so alone at home, kept doing things that repeated doing everyday. From reading books to facebooking, go out with friends. It really bored me out. I wish I can a sweet vacation away from bustle of the city in the oversea cities where i can spend money living in plush hotel with ornate mahagony furniture. I wish I can have the chance to walk under the shade of trees where chances of exodus shoving will be less, so I can sit there from day to night, reverring and appraising the true essence of mother nature. I wish I could totter at the beach and bask under the blaring heat of sun. I wish I can tour around the shops and give myself any try on things that avert my attention. I wish I have a better handphone that can chic my life. With a sophiscated handphone, I can capture the every moment of my life. Inadvertently, I was indulging in sth that will take long time to realize it. The problem that I have here is I come from a poor family. I never blame myself for being born in this family. I am glad that I have a healthy family. Those underdeveloped counties have the worst facilities and policies that thwart their civilian from achieving their basic needs in life. I have my basic needs fulfilled, but not every dreams archieved. Guess these dreams will have to be part of my future to realize.

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Wow, i passed my exam. How lucky am i? I finally passed this exam. Before the day that I received my results. My heart thudded loudly saying that either now you were to pass successfully or failed inevitably. I wandered along the two possibilities while my friends and I were having lunch at Times Square. A mischievious friend of mine even counted the marks exactly for me to pass the exam. They even questioned the possibilities of us passing the exam since most of us attending the dinner were failed in the last semester exam. There was a possibilities that either one of us was to fail the exam.

That night was a sleepless night. My mind bogged with many thoughts of what am I going to do if I failed this test. There were many oblivious things that I came about. Each heightened my heartbeat. My thoughts were incongruous of my body, doing something that not my mind was thinking about. Then, my friends who passed his viva test spoke sth that startled all of us that were at the place. We never thought of a friend of us will not pass the test without going for viva test ( a test for those who are at the proximity to the passing mark 49.5). This scared the hell all out of me. So, I always think that chinese only either pass or get to viva border 49.5. I never came across that chinese can also fail without straight without going viva border. That sounded unbelievable to me.

That day after the night, i had to face the truth though my heart wrenched me not to go for taking look on my result. However, everything was worth it when i found out that I actually passed the exam. God bless...

I talked to myself that I will surely strike for my best when my second year comes. I want to prove that I am capable of doing something greater than what I archieve now. To those of my friends who unable to pass the test and have to take supple test, I sincerely wish that you will pass with flying colors. To my parents and friens who always support me whenever I fall, thanks for not giving me up. Thanks for your love. Thanks for everything.

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